Why can't I seem to get any help with my medical issues?

A fellow caregiver asked...

I am a 60 year old military widow, and I fall through every crack in every system out there that I've found. I was never able to have children, family is hours and hours away. Since we were a military family I do not have the friends that could have been around my entire life. Since I am homebound, depressed, in pain, and no help in sight, I don't see the need to continue. I am not suicidal, I just quit caring. Because I still "look" okay, the doctors don't believe me...despite MRIs that show syringomyelia, spinal stenonis, bulging disks, and numerous other problems. Pardon my language but when I go to the bathroom I expect to see concrete since I have fallen through so many cracks. I need help, and none is available. I am not old enough, I am too old, I don't have enough money, I have too much money. And yes, I do see a very good doctor about the depression and she is the only one who is trying to help by providing pain medication because she is the only one who has taken the time to understand the ENTIRE picture. So what do I do, I have to order even groceries off the internet because grocery stores don't care enough to deliver to disabled. I can not be the only one. Or AM I?