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Member since November 13, 2008I simply cannot handle to grief, loss, and sadness at losing my Mother/best friend/support system. Whie I took care of her for years in my home, it got to the point I couldn't work and do that, too (even with a daytime caretaker). She is now in an ALF and after many, many years of not shedding a tear, I completely "lost it" the last two times I went to see her. I feel like I have died inside. I know I have to find a way to live with this because I have dependent nephews, but I just don't know how. I can't give up, no matter how sad I feel.