Estrada Gonzales

Member since April 28, 2009.
5 Hugs & Prayers Received, 3 Hugs & Prayers Sent, 2 Discussions Started, 8 Replies

Bio

Hello all. my name is Nicole but i like to be called Cole most of the time. .i am a 23 year old strong willed hard headed and noble women. i've been threw so much in my short life that i feel my body and soul are taking a beating. i have been taking care of the love of my life!!my heart, my grandpa for 10years now i grew up very very very fast, but i have dedicated my life to my family, and i take that responsablity with pride. However this past year i lost my father to cancer(who also cared for ) i know i havent healed from that lose. i carry my whole family on my little shoulders because i am the strong one who always gets the job done. my heart broke once again just 2weeks ago when i found out my 90 year old love , my life of the past 10 years aka grandpa, has a heart problem in which the doctors gave him a year to live. my days still start at 3am and end at 11pm but i feel so lost and hurt!!! how could this be??? i still do my job and i do it very well. . but what do i do i hold back tears but think everyday is closer to a year. . .Anyone who would like to talk or give advice i would mean a great deal to me

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