Confused

I am severly overwhelmed right now, I have been in relationships with men most my life and 2 years ago dated a girl for a year and a half. I recently was dating this guy who I really like but we are total opposites. He has social anxiety really bad and I am very out going and can talk to just about anyone. Well, we broke up this past weekend, which was my decision, however, I still miss him and am very confused about my sexuality. To be really honest and up front, I don't want to be gay. It's hard people yell at you and treat you poorly. Plus, my family is very supportive but I know they'd much rather me find happiness with a man vs. a girl. I am 24 and live in OKC.

Thanks,

Bec