Hi all,
Thank you for all your help.
Megigu, It sure sounds like we have alot of the same things going on right now. It is so hard to see mom which was once so strong and I always looked to her for answers and help now looking to me to see if she said the right things and looking at our expressions to know if she is thinking the right thing.
Moms platelet count is now up to 40. Her sugar is high then low. The steriod destroyed all the muscle in her legs but she is slowly getting that back too. She does little exercises and walks around (inside) the house. You mentioned that you moved back in with your mother, do you have any children? It is so hard sometimes for me to work full-time, take care of mom and dad and take care of my own family. I wish I could quit work and move in but thats not possibe. Mom only lives 7 miles from me so that helps alot. I feel that I am deserting my husband and son (12) but I have to do this. I couldnt imagine not being there for mom. Some people don't have it as good as we do. meaning there children or parents arent there for them.
Advice to me by a co-worker: There really is nothing you can do. What will be, will be. Just pray and put all your worries and fears in God's hands, and then enjoy your Mom. I feel I spent too much time fretting and didn't really just appreciate having her. One thing I have learned through the years is to not worry about things you can't control.
You take care and I hope to talk to you soon. Email me anytime snyderba@comcast.net.