Candle Story for myself

colleen2 made this candle.

I have always battled a dependence on pain meds, muscle relaxers and sleep and anxiety meds at one time or another for the past 25years. I went to rehab once but merely said what I could to get me home as fast as possible. When we moved in with my mother 8 years ago, my drug intake increased as my stress level increased. When my mom died, I believe the drugs caused me to continue to this day to be more depressed. I wan to find a decent rehab that will deal with my issues of chronic pain, depression and addiction. I knew wanted to tell my husband the other night but he's fearful he may lose his job soon. I am currently on long-term disability due to COPD that requires O2. Help-any thoughts?