I learned years ago. Vital Lesson: You need to relax. Otherwise, your whole system will show the cumulative stress as distress. Probably, that sudden illness is telling you that you need to stop and smell the flowers. Nature is so good to you... Her treatment is free for all, no regards for age, gender, social status... Start loving yourself and practice how to relax, so you can help others. Eventually, you will develop a healthy surviving strategy. (An important lesson given by a survivor...)